One Hot Mama Muses: March 2006

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

U will always be

You will always be my ........... BU! Well, it's been decided that Lil Bu will keep his name as Aizat but he will always be my Bu, my bu..... my buuuuu.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

My boo. my boo........

We will be holding a kenduri kesyukuran for Bu this Sunday and we are thinking of changing his name also. Nah, we won't take the trouble to change his B/C or anything. It's just the name to call him. Most of the people said that maybe his name is too "berat" for him. So we will be like orang dulu-dulu, mak bapak namakan lain tapi panggil lain. You know like the name is Esah but everybody call her Salmah or maybe the name is Buang and people call him Man or something like it lah. Just like my kuz, his real name is Hasinulzaidin but he's known to everybody as Kassim. And I guess, the same thing will happen to Bu also. His name is Aizat Fiqri which means kemulian fikiran but he will be called ........ The verdict is still out on that cos we are waiting for Ustaz Shafie to name him. Anyways, I have prepared a list of the nick-names :-

1) Bu (shortform for Bulat and he's always gonna be my boo, my boo oh,oh) oops got carried away there

2) Adik (almost everyone said that it just sounds gay on a boy) *roll eyes*

3) Abang (this i protest cos if we call him abang, there's going to be a possibility of a adik in future, which I don't want)

4) Aidan (i've always wanted that name, it means brave in celtic)

5) Izzat or Haizat instead of Aizat (suggested by hubby)

6) Samson (so he will strong like him so that the name won't be berat anymore)

Ok lets wait and see what the Ustaz say ............ I just hope that it won't some really, really classic name like Hassan or Hussin or Dol or Mat or something like that lah. It's not like I have something against that name but duh ...............

Monday, March 20, 2006

Hubby oh hubby

I was really pissed with the hubby yesterday. Wanted him to go for breakfast with the family and later to the beach cos my youngest sister, Momochacha and Miz K wanted to but he refused. The reason he gave was he tired from his morning jog and we did not tell him earlier that we are going out for breakfast. Please lah, it's not like he's the president or something that his life revolves around schedules that he needs to follow. Anyways, the trip to the beach was an impromtu thing so in the end we went without him.
Did not get home till about 4pm and was so tired cos I had to carry Miz K from where we were sitting to the toilet which was so faaaaaar away. Upon reaching home, I showed him my black face, which will usually happens when I'm angry with him.

I then took a nap cos I was really dead tired and he later woke me up to ask him to assist him in changing Bu. Can't help but to tell him that, "oh you mean you can't manage it alone but you expect me to take care of 2 kids outside without you?" This got him angry and he just left me with Bu who just did a merlion hence the need to change him. Me, being me, rubbed on his face that I managed to give Bu and a sponge bath and change him all by myself.

So, we exchanged some heated words and he decided to leave the house. 30 mins later, I received a sms from him. Asking for my forgiveness and to let the matter rest. I smsed him back and said that I was sorry too. He smsed me again, asking if I wanted dinner but I told him no cos mum just fried some rice but to buy McD for Miz K.

If this incident were to happen during the early years of our marriage, we would be having a cold war for a few hours or it will even be dragged for a few days cos both of us will be to stubborn to admit our mistakes but thank God that we've both grown up through the years of being together and knowing each other faults. So this incident was treated just like the small matter that it was and was not blown out of proportions.

No need to say that both of us had a wonderful time last night making up. *a big wideass grin*
So my darling honey, i really heart you very, very much. Heeheee, I can't just stop smiling today........ Me in a very, very happy land. Hahahaha, must be high on something. *winks*

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Thank Q

Dear All,

THank you for the well wishes. Thank God that Lil Bu is back to normal. Unfortunately, he have to be on "puffs" for a whole year. But hey, who's complaining, right? I'm really glad that he is ok now.

Another shout-out to my dear cuz, who managed to add the links. Thanks Amirah dearest. Please feel free to comeout and babysit anytime also as Lil Bu seems so taken by you. Hmmmm...... kecik-kecik dah pandai choose anak dara jambu, anak boy I,ni.

Friday, March 10, 2006

Bittersweet Memories

Life have really been bittersweet for me for the past few weeks. I would really like to pour out my experience but then it will be melancholy so here's an edited version.

Miz K was down with the flu virus on 19 February and stretched all the way to the 23rd. By then, she had passed it down to her lil bro, Bu. We sent Bu to the GP on Thursday night (23rd), and he was prescribed with the usual meds. His fever actually shot up to 40 degrees on Saturday and we brought him to the A&E at KKH. They wanted to ward him but we refused cos his fever had went down by then.

On Sunday, the 26th, we noticed that he had started wheezing so we sent him back to the A&E and he was warded. The next day, the doctors took some of his blood to do some tests and it was later determined that he got a viral infection and on top of that he had an asthma attack. He had been crying non-stop eversince he was warded and the only time he stops is when he is sleeping. My heart just breaks everytime I look at him, my dearest baby boy.

Then on Thursday, 2nd March at about 4.30am when the nurse took his temperature, we(the nurse and me) noticed that his temperature had shot up and his lips had turned pale, almost blue. He had difficulty breathing and we decided to call the doctors pronto. 2 doctors came after the page but the situation was quite dire that they called a senior doctor to help out. So many things we done to him to stabilize his condition, I shan't go into details cos it is too painful for me, suffice to say that they had to move him to the ICU for observations.

No words can describe the tumult of emotions that I went through within that time. Me alone and standing helplessly watching the doctors and nurses trying to pump oxygen into his lungs and trying their best to open up his airways to accept the oxygen. They took somemore blood to determine if there is enough oxygen in his bloodstreams, etc.

God was my only companion at that time cos I literally had no one to turn too. Hubby and parents were at home and the story continues at the ICU. I still find it quite difficult to talk or in this case, write about it so I should end it here. It's enough to say that all turned out well later.
I feel blessed that my son is back home with me and we are really looking forward to celebrate his 9months birthday this Thursday.

Till then I bid everyone of you Adieu and till we meet again. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow but soon, I hope.

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