Wednesday, October 12, 2005

It's sad

Heard from dh yesterday that the policeman who died in the accident was his colleague's hubby. I find it very sad cos she's 4 months pregnant and they have a 4 yr old child. It must really be very devastating for her to be losing her husband while pregnant and in the month of Ramadan. I really cannot imagine losing my husband at such a young age and having two children to raise. To me, my husband is my pillar of strength, my confidant, my best friend, my shoulder to cry on, my wings, my lover and so much more. I do admit that my marriage is not perfect and I do at times feel like strangling him myself but to lose him............. is like losing a part of myself which can never be replaced. There is Malay saying which goes like this " yang patah akan tumbuh dan yang hilang pasti akan berganti" Which literally means that there will be a replacement for the thing that you lost. But to me the replacement is still not the same thing. I do empathize but if I were to be in her shoes.......... I guess that it's not something which I want to find out.