Lonely....i'm so lonely....
OnE HoTt MaMa..Why is it that I feel alone even when I am surrounded by people that I love? Is it because the love from the person whom matters most to me, is no longer there or not the same as before? What happened to to chivalry, romance and humour? Is it dead or is it just a thing of the past? Or are we so caught up in the getting what we want that we forgot about the feelings of our loved ones? Are physical needs more important than emotional needs? Have we become so self-absorbed that we have become robots that function day to day without any deep feelings? Superficial? Is that what we have become. Or is it that as we grow into a relationship, we take each other for granted cos we know that person will always be around? What happens if one day we were to wake up and realised that ther person sleeping next to us is not the person that we married? He or she had morphed into someone whom we dislike but we can't change ? What happens then? Isn't it to late or it is never to late?
Would I look back 30 years from now and regret the choices that I've made or would I be contented with the life that I have then? Should I inform my dear hubby of my feelings or expect me to find out by himself? What happened to the man I dated? He is so different from the man that I've married. The man I've married have become a self-absorbed tech junkie who's only interest is acquiring the latest gadgets, handphone,etc. What happened to the simple man who is easily contend with the small things in life? Who always cheer me up when I'm down, who makes silly and corny little jokes just to see a smile on my face? Oh God, is it asking for too much just to have a glimpse of that man again? Or is he too far gone in his own little world that it's impossible to bring him back to me?
tart but sweet 1 hot mama @ 2:08 PM
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